Need New Host Network??

While I was surfing in DeviantArt.com (mine! ButterLux.deviantart.com) i Found this girl(born in 1992) and i accidently went to her other page http://miychi.onigiri.nu/index.php

very bright, very orange, very green and very pretty!

i also have my own, pdsworks.roxer.com

but after i visit her page, envy came to me.... it said "you want to make something like this dont u?? so why wont U make something like this?? I think this hosting network is good(probably) and how about ur future??"

But should I??
Should I waste it(roxer)??
should I make a new one??

I was soooo dizzy right now =____________=
Now what??

by da way, i found other network hosting
i hope

http://ai.beautiful-beast.net/
http://cf.reiku.org/
http://miychi.kuuchuu.net/index.php

I really adore+envy her (http://miychi.onigiri.nu/index.php)
i want to make something like hers
i want to make for my arts+fanarts+web design work+anything that related

sigh......
help me

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